WEBVTT 00:18.000 --> 00:18.958 How are you? 00:20.500 --> 00:22.458 How am I? 00:26.708 --> 00:28.375 I'm a big mess. 00:33.208 --> 00:35.000 But when people ask, I say I'm fine. 00:38.791 --> 00:40.458 LEYLA'S LAST SUPPER 00:40.541 --> 00:43.083 'Cause it's hard to answer that question… 00:44.541 --> 00:45.875 even for myself. 00:47.416 --> 00:50.625 I've been overwhelmed trying to, like, find the right thing. 00:51.125 --> 00:52.875 Even if the right thing exists, 00:53.666 --> 00:54.625 I wouldn't know. 00:56.833 --> 00:57.833 I couldn't find it. 01:06.833 --> 01:08.500 I just want to be happy. 01:11.250 --> 01:14.500 I want to shake off this feeling of being stuck. 01:46.958 --> 01:49.375 That's why I avoid these questions. 01:50.583 --> 01:52.916 Because I'm scared of what I may end up sharing. 01:56.250 --> 01:57.541 "How are you?" 01:59.541 --> 02:00.583 I'm running away. 02:01.750 --> 02:02.833 That's what I'll say. 02:05.625 --> 02:06.625 Leyla! 02:17.375 --> 02:20.458 THANK YOU, NEXT 02:30.958 --> 02:33.041 I'm constantly feeling on edge. 02:35.250 --> 02:36.708 Waiting for the next mistake. 02:38.041 --> 02:40.708 Because, somehow, failure always manages to find me. 02:42.333 --> 02:43.541 Failure? 02:45.250 --> 02:46.125 Exactly. 02:48.916 --> 02:50.875 There's this guy, for instance. 02:55.666 --> 02:57.083 I mean… 02:57.833 --> 02:59.708 It's… not what you think. 03:00.541 --> 03:02.541 It wasn't like that. Like, nothing happened. 03:07.458 --> 03:08.541 Uh… 03:09.291 --> 03:10.583 Because I got scared. 03:11.208 --> 03:13.291 -Is she coming, Murat? -She's right there. 03:13.791 --> 03:15.791 -Where did you go? -I'm here now. 03:29.625 --> 03:33.083 And from the moment I met him, he really irritated me. 03:33.791 --> 03:35.500 The guy had so many red flags. 03:35.583 --> 03:38.791 So, it was easy to know that he wouldn't be good for me. 03:41.500 --> 03:43.500 He'll shout from a mile away, and say, 03:44.208 --> 03:46.000 "I will eventually hurt you." 03:49.708 --> 03:53.625 "I'm a big narcissist. My ego reaches the clouds." 03:53.708 --> 03:55.208 "I'm deceitful." 03:55.791 --> 03:57.708 "I'm arrogant. I'm jealous." 03:59.125 --> 04:02.000 Those red flags say, "I'm used to getting what I want." 04:02.083 --> 04:03.166 Yes, but? 04:03.250 --> 04:04.250 There are no buts. 04:04.333 --> 04:07.541 It was merely this enticing attraction. 04:08.250 --> 04:10.125 It was something that could be dealt with. 04:11.916 --> 04:14.291 I didn't want to know him on a deeper level. 04:15.000 --> 04:16.375 Once you know his type, 04:16.458 --> 04:19.041 you avoid getting attached at all costs. 04:20.875 --> 04:23.458 If you were to see their weaknesses and flaws, 04:23.541 --> 04:26.291 would you still desire them so strongly? 04:26.375 --> 04:27.458 I don't think so. 04:28.083 --> 04:30.833 A relationship should be consistent. 04:31.583 --> 04:33.166 I believe that's what matters the most. 04:33.833 --> 04:37.083 You must share the same problems with your partner. 04:37.166 --> 04:39.208 Share the same aspirations. 04:40.541 --> 04:43.583 I don't have anything in common with him. 04:46.916 --> 04:51.625 I actually figured him out on the very first day. 04:51.708 --> 04:53.291 He is problematic. 04:54.500 --> 04:57.000 He's gone through three marriages and divorces. 04:57.791 --> 05:00.500 And they all continue to be part of his life. 05:04.708 --> 05:09.958 His first wife, second wife, third wife, they're always in his life. 05:10.583 --> 05:12.500 The guy is truly a collector. 05:26.875 --> 05:27.958 I don't… 05:29.041 --> 05:31.791 wanna end up like those other women. 05:32.875 --> 05:35.583 I just can't. Something like that is simply impossible. 05:36.083 --> 05:39.958 I must have completely lost my mind to end up as his fourth victim. 05:40.666 --> 05:43.333 That's why I won't get involved with him, 05:43.416 --> 05:45.000 or pursue a relationship. 05:46.666 --> 05:49.000 Guys with narcissistic traits like him 05:49.083 --> 05:51.708 could effortlessly manipulate their victim. 05:51.791 --> 05:53.833 And just like that, you'd be sucked in. 05:54.416 --> 05:55.833 He'll be able captivate you, 05:55.916 --> 05:58.833 and you'll fall to such an extent that, before you know it, 05:59.541 --> 06:02.125 you'll find yourself in front of the wedding officiant. 06:02.208 --> 06:03.500 What comes next is… 06:04.916 --> 06:05.916 Your marriage. 06:06.541 --> 06:07.833 No, divorce. 06:10.708 --> 06:12.958 The relationships around me are all the same. 06:14.083 --> 06:15.750 They always begin passionately. 06:17.291 --> 06:21.000 They're filled with many promises and hasty words of commitment. 06:21.791 --> 06:24.583 Those who are less secure tend to be the loudest. 06:25.208 --> 06:27.458 "I do, from now until eternity." 06:27.541 --> 06:29.833 "I do, until death do us part." 06:29.916 --> 06:30.958 So, then what? 06:32.250 --> 06:36.208 What exactly happens after the honeymoon phase 06:36.291 --> 06:39.416 that causes them to get irritated with each other? 06:40.833 --> 06:42.875 And also start being deceitful? 06:45.166 --> 06:48.000 You know those classic love stories that we all heard as kids? 06:48.083 --> 06:50.625 Well, they don't actually exist. 06:50.708 --> 06:54.541 Because none of them are even remotely close to reality. 06:56.041 --> 07:00.708 How is it possible for everyone to succumb to that same obvious trap? 07:01.333 --> 07:02.166 I don't know. 07:02.708 --> 07:05.125 People get married to be closer with each other. 07:06.791 --> 07:08.583 But as soon as they get married, 07:08.666 --> 07:10.375 they begin to grow apart. 07:18.250 --> 07:20.416 None of them are authentic or sincere. 07:21.375 --> 07:25.500 It seems like they have concealed every wrinkle with plastic surgery. 07:25.583 --> 07:27.541 The world is full of artificial people 07:27.625 --> 07:30.541 with wrinkled interiors and Botoxed exteriors. 07:31.458 --> 07:35.250 Gosh. Couldn't you have worn a costume that was a bit more cheerful? 07:36.666 --> 07:38.750 I've had the chance to observe every guy in here. 07:38.833 --> 07:41.791 But no one, even when combined, seems to measure up to Ömer. 07:42.458 --> 07:44.458 I'm beginning to realize this more and more. 07:45.041 --> 07:46.166 That's enough, love. 07:46.250 --> 07:48.750 Hear me out, all right. Exes can't come back. 07:48.833 --> 07:50.333 What do philosophers say? 07:50.416 --> 07:51.791 "Thank you, next." 07:52.416 --> 07:53.333 Funda. 07:53.958 --> 07:55.541 Darling! 07:59.958 --> 08:02.041 We're all simply chasing an illusion 08:02.125 --> 08:04.541 in order to avoid saying that we were wrong. 08:05.333 --> 08:07.166 What about black, or… No. 08:07.250 --> 08:10.291 I think you should get this satin one in nude. It's sexier, huh? 08:10.375 --> 08:13.833 Hmm. Maybe we can see the satin set in both nude and black colors. 08:13.916 --> 08:15.916 We detach from ourselves. 08:16.000 --> 08:17.500 So as not to be alone. 08:17.583 --> 08:19.833 We then label the relationship as long-term. 08:19.916 --> 08:22.708 It's a drawn-out dying process, and nothing more. 08:22.791 --> 08:24.416 Darling, why are you talking about death? 08:24.500 --> 08:26.791 You've only started seeing each other two weeks ago. 08:26.875 --> 08:29.333 Did you invite him to the party? Can we finally meet him? 08:29.416 --> 08:31.041 Of course, I didn't invite him. 08:31.125 --> 08:34.041 It's only been two weeks, so why would he meet you guys? 08:34.125 --> 08:35.583 It would just be in vain. 08:35.666 --> 08:37.750 Oh. Have you at least gotten a gift for him? 08:37.833 --> 08:40.958 Buy a book or something small like that. What if he gives you one but… 08:41.041 --> 08:44.000 I'm so scared that I'll settle for something subpar. 08:44.916 --> 08:46.083 -Yeah. -No rush. 08:46.833 --> 08:48.791 I'm afraid that one day… 08:48.875 --> 08:50.000 Thank you so much. 08:50.083 --> 08:53.958 …I'll look at my reflection, and realize the spark in my eyes is gone. 08:54.750 --> 08:56.916 Ripped apart in a blink of an eye 08:57.000 --> 08:59.208 by choices I was completely certain about. 08:59.791 --> 09:01.291 I'm scared of regret. 09:03.125 --> 09:05.166 -Hey, let's go! -Ten! Nine! 09:05.250 --> 09:07.458 Eight! Seven! 09:07.541 --> 09:08.666 Six! Five! 09:08.750 --> 09:11.083 I'd rather avoid making promises. 09:11.166 --> 09:13.291 I don't want to take responsibility. 09:13.375 --> 09:16.458 I'll make love with everyone I meet and then I'll just vanish. 09:16.541 --> 09:18.583 This is how relationships are built. 09:20.166 --> 09:21.250 You see? 09:21.333 --> 09:24.958 There are guys who disappear without even sending a simple text. 09:25.833 --> 09:27.958 That's what my friends have always told me. 09:31.875 --> 09:34.125 And women don't go after them, of course. 09:36.083 --> 09:37.916 So, that leaves loneliness… 09:41.500 --> 09:43.583 …as our only viable alternative. 09:49.166 --> 09:51.083 I miss the time of the pandemic. 09:52.500 --> 09:54.083 Miss the pandemic or Ömer? 09:56.500 --> 09:58.041 No, I don't think that was it. 09:59.333 --> 10:01.583 Everything was different during the pandemic. 10:03.208 --> 10:05.916 It was like everyone sought shelter in each other. 10:07.375 --> 10:09.458 As if the end of the world was nearing. 10:11.541 --> 10:13.916 Ömer moved in with you during the time of the pandemic. 10:15.416 --> 10:16.291 Right? 10:21.333 --> 10:23.083 -He's good. -Whoo! 10:25.416 --> 10:27.708 Bravo! Bravo! 10:28.750 --> 10:30.500 He's stunned. 10:31.083 --> 10:33.333 Okay, who's going to cook? 10:33.833 --> 10:34.833 Mmm. 10:35.333 --> 10:37.250 A person's reality can shift 10:37.333 --> 10:40.041 based on the circumstances of their situation. 10:40.583 --> 10:42.791 During that time, we feared 10:42.875 --> 10:45.708 that our hopes and dreams might disappear. 10:45.791 --> 10:47.750 And never return. 10:52.958 --> 10:55.500 Everything was so different at the beginning. 10:55.583 --> 10:59.041 The whole world was focusing on resolving a single problem. 10:59.833 --> 11:01.416 Everyone was afraid of the same thing. 11:02.416 --> 11:06.000 We fought against a common enemy, and that was encouraging. 11:20.541 --> 11:22.000 -Leyla? -My love. 11:22.666 --> 11:24.250 -I love you so much. -Oh! 11:24.333 --> 11:27.375 What did you dream about? 11:28.125 --> 11:30.083 To be honest, it felt so realistic. 11:30.583 --> 11:32.166 Did I die? 11:33.166 --> 11:34.208 It was your wedding. 11:34.875 --> 11:35.791 Yeah? 11:35.875 --> 11:39.333 You wore your granny's dress, the one you've always mentioned. 11:39.416 --> 11:41.625 And my hair? Did I let my hair down? 11:41.708 --> 11:43.000 You did. 11:44.333 --> 11:45.666 And Sarp was next to you. 11:46.250 --> 11:47.500 No way! 11:48.416 --> 11:50.541 What made it worse is that I was your witness. 11:50.625 --> 11:54.208 You should've seen my mouth disappear every time I tried to speak up. 11:54.291 --> 11:58.125 Then, baby, you looked at me and shouted, "I do, till death do us part!" 11:58.208 --> 12:00.875 No, but Ömer, maybe I get to say "I do" to you instead. 12:00.958 --> 12:02.375 I don't want to marry to him. 12:02.458 --> 12:04.041 -Really? -Of course! 12:04.125 --> 12:05.500 Then what? 12:08.625 --> 12:09.583 You guys kissed. 12:10.458 --> 12:12.041 It was awful, I cried a lot. 12:13.333 --> 12:14.916 I got so mad. 12:15.541 --> 12:16.458 That asshole. 12:16.958 --> 12:18.958 Aww, Ömer. 12:19.041 --> 12:20.958 Please stop crying, my love. 12:21.041 --> 12:22.458 It hurts me to see you in tears. 12:22.541 --> 12:24.583 Did that fool Sarp snatch me away from you? 12:26.125 --> 12:29.666 I think I must have lost my memory. How else could I have left you? 12:38.875 --> 12:40.541 -I'll tell you what. -Hmm? 12:45.958 --> 12:47.250 Will you marry me? 12:48.875 --> 12:49.791 Hmm? 12:49.875 --> 12:51.666 So someone like Sarp won't take me away? 12:51.750 --> 12:53.958 No, I'm being serious. Will you marry me? 12:55.916 --> 12:56.750 All right. 12:57.875 --> 12:58.708 Are you kidding me? 12:58.791 --> 13:01.291 Yes! 13:02.666 --> 13:04.625 Are we actually engaged now? 13:04.708 --> 13:06.958 I need to call my parents right now and tell them. 13:07.041 --> 13:07.916 Okay. 13:09.083 --> 13:11.541 The pandemic ends, and so does the dream. 13:12.916 --> 13:14.916 I know that under normal circumstances, 13:15.000 --> 13:17.416 we would not have made certain choices just like that, 13:17.500 --> 13:21.041 but at the time, I was still contemplating 13:21.125 --> 13:23.541 our idea of possibly living together. 13:23.625 --> 13:26.333 And before I knew it, he was already moving in. 13:26.916 --> 13:29.208 Everyone has their own habits and routines, 13:29.291 --> 13:31.291 but there's a limit to what we can endure. 13:31.375 --> 13:34.833 Passing beyond that makes things unpleasant. 13:35.416 --> 13:38.125 And when there's only one bathroom in the apartment, 13:38.625 --> 13:41.125 there's no more room for romance at all. 13:41.208 --> 13:44.833 A relationship deals with… 13:47.583 --> 13:50.541 accepting everything about your partner. 13:54.625 --> 13:56.833 Only you and Mom can make it work. 13:58.375 --> 13:59.708 And nobody else. 14:10.125 --> 14:11.166 You have… 14:12.291 --> 14:14.416 honestly, set the bar extremely high 14:14.500 --> 14:16.083 for my future boyfriends. 14:24.958 --> 14:27.000 Are you still deeply in love with her? 14:27.500 --> 14:28.333 Mmm. 14:29.458 --> 14:31.875 It's hard to find the perfect words to describe our love. 14:31.958 --> 14:34.291 Oh, Dad! You guys are amazing! 14:36.500 --> 14:37.958 -You know what? -Hmm? 14:38.041 --> 14:40.666 I'm happy we could discuss what was bothering you. 14:42.958 --> 14:46.666 -I have… spoken for a while now. -Hmm. 14:47.375 --> 14:49.291 Single chit-chatting. 14:50.083 --> 14:50.958 Detoxing. 14:53.750 --> 14:55.125 Let's go join them outside. 14:56.375 --> 14:57.208 We're here. 14:57.833 --> 14:59.791 -Ah! -Buddy, my love! 15:03.250 --> 15:05.750 Hmm. Did you finish talking behind my back? 15:05.833 --> 15:07.708 No, we couldn't start talking about you. 15:07.791 --> 15:09.500 -It took that long? -Yes, it did. 15:09.583 --> 15:11.583 Okay, it's time for dinner. The table's set. 15:11.666 --> 15:13.291 All right, we'll be right there. 15:15.583 --> 15:18.125 So, I heard we'd be having a guest soon. 15:18.208 --> 15:20.250 Are you sure? Friend? 15:23.666 --> 15:24.666 Are you kidding me? 15:25.250 --> 15:27.583 No, I'm not. Your uncle invited me. 15:27.666 --> 15:29.291 You can put these on the table. 15:29.375 --> 15:30.458 Okay, dear. 15:33.666 --> 15:35.125 -Hello, Mr. Cem. -How are you? 15:35.208 --> 15:36.041 I'll take these. 15:36.125 --> 15:38.416 -Cem, welcome. -Hello. I haven't come late, have I? 15:38.500 --> 15:40.333 Of course not. You're right on time once again. 15:40.416 --> 15:42.250 Could that be the famous serial killer? 15:42.958 --> 15:44.500 Don't mention it. Glad you came. 15:44.583 --> 15:46.291 -Happy birthday. -Thank you, I appreciate it. 15:46.375 --> 15:49.416 Reyhan, dear, Mahir, dear. Meet our guest, Cem Murathan. 15:49.500 --> 15:51.458 He's our neighbor and one of our clients. 15:51.541 --> 15:53.458 My sister, Reyhan Taylan. 15:53.541 --> 15:54.958 -Pleased to meet you. -Likewise. 15:55.041 --> 15:56.625 -Thank you. -And her husband, Mahir. 15:56.708 --> 15:58.250 -Mr. Mahir. -Nice to meet you. 15:58.875 --> 16:01.125 -We actually met each other before. -That right? 16:01.208 --> 16:04.500 Yeah. I met you quite a long time ago, so I'm happy I was able to come. 16:04.583 --> 16:06.416 Why didn't you tell me about this? 16:07.583 --> 16:09.166 Uh… 16:09.250 --> 16:10.791 -This way. -Go ahead. 16:12.125 --> 16:14.208 Can, look at these bottles from the auction. 16:14.291 --> 16:16.333 They're all '72s. That's your birth year. 16:20.833 --> 16:23.250 It really is a great gift. Thank you very much, Cem. 16:23.333 --> 16:25.750 -You didn't have to get me anything. -No problem. 16:25.833 --> 16:26.958 I'm glad you liked it. 16:28.500 --> 16:30.541 -Cheers, everyone. -Enjoy, everyone. 16:32.041 --> 16:32.875 Mmm. 16:32.958 --> 16:35.875 Mmm! My gosh, this is incredible. 16:35.958 --> 16:37.666 Come, drink some, Mahir. So you can taste it. 16:37.750 --> 16:40.125 I stay away from alcohol nowadays. 16:40.208 --> 16:42.500 My stomach just doesn't tolerate it any longer. 16:42.583 --> 16:45.708 -My serving can be for my wife to enjoy. -I would gladly take it from him. 16:47.041 --> 16:49.708 So, could you pick up where we left off, Cem? 16:50.375 --> 16:54.291 Tell us more about how you… and my dad were able to meet each other. 16:54.375 --> 16:57.541 Hmm. Oh, that's right. Uh, you said that we had met before. 16:58.833 --> 17:01.083 It was at a symposium held in Milan. 17:01.166 --> 17:03.166 I was studying architecture at the time. 17:03.666 --> 17:06.083 You were excited to work on your latest project. 17:07.875 --> 17:08.958 It was in '09. 17:10.208 --> 17:11.875 Yeah, it was 2009. 17:11.958 --> 17:14.500 You had explained the psychology of buildings. 17:16.083 --> 17:17.333 But you were describing it 17:17.416 --> 17:20.250 as if you were referring to a woman you loved. 17:21.166 --> 17:23.041 Yes, I remember. Uh, hmm. 17:24.458 --> 17:25.833 I don't remember Milan. 17:26.375 --> 17:27.500 No, my love, you wouldn't, 17:27.583 --> 17:29.458 since you were living with your uncle that year. 17:29.541 --> 17:32.208 You're right, that takes me back to our very first summer. 17:32.291 --> 17:35.458 My poor heart couldn't keep up with you. You were an active little kid 17:35.541 --> 17:37.750 who always ran all over the house, never slowing down. 17:37.833 --> 17:39.208 I was basically your nanny. 17:42.708 --> 17:44.375 And what project was that, Dad? 17:45.833 --> 17:47.375 Uh, I never completed that one 17:47.458 --> 17:49.708 because so many things continued to go wrong. 17:50.250 --> 17:52.041 Hmm. Oh, I see. 17:52.666 --> 17:53.791 It's a shame. 17:54.583 --> 17:58.750 Honestly, the, uh…project was never finished, 17:58.833 --> 18:00.541 uh, because it was quite challenging. 18:00.625 --> 18:02.708 It was only promising on paper. 18:02.791 --> 18:05.791 So then, uh, Reyhan took a job in Tokyo, 18:05.875 --> 18:07.125 and we moved there. 18:07.208 --> 18:11.000 I've always given you the option to decide whether to go or not. 18:11.083 --> 18:12.083 Sugarplum. 18:12.166 --> 18:13.291 You could have stayed. 18:13.875 --> 18:17.416 How was I supposed to endure your absence for so long, love? 18:18.958 --> 18:22.416 You guys clearly have some stories to share. 18:22.500 --> 18:24.333 Ah! Yes, a story! 18:24.416 --> 18:26.041 We all have stories to share. 18:26.125 --> 18:27.416 They're all around us. 18:27.500 --> 18:29.416 Our life is a story, isn't it, my love? 18:29.500 --> 18:31.833 Then, a toast to our stories. 18:32.416 --> 18:33.750 Cheers. 18:40.333 --> 18:41.250 Aw! 18:50.000 --> 18:51.291 Thank you. Thank you. 19:02.666 --> 19:04.166 Come on, don't tell everyone. 19:04.250 --> 19:05.958 I'll blow these out, and that'll be it. 19:14.750 --> 19:16.625 Thank you all for coming. Cheers. 19:16.708 --> 19:18.500 -Cheers. -Drink up! 19:33.166 --> 19:34.458 You've been quiet today. 19:35.583 --> 19:36.916 I don't think so. 19:40.416 --> 19:42.625 Can we take a walk? I want to talk to you. 19:43.750 --> 19:45.750 Don't worry about the book that was written. 19:46.250 --> 19:49.791 Our plan is to prevent Ms. Tuba from officially printing it. 19:50.333 --> 19:52.708 This week, we'll issue a legal notice to the publishing house. 19:55.208 --> 19:58.125 It wasn't that, but thanks a lot for helping out. 19:59.500 --> 20:01.416 Your secrets will continue to be safe with you. 20:01.500 --> 20:02.708 So you can rest easy. 20:03.375 --> 20:05.875 I suppose one secret was revealed to us tonight. 20:07.291 --> 20:09.916 How come you never said anything about knowing my dad? 20:11.875 --> 20:14.416 That's right, afterward, we didn't get to talk much. 20:15.208 --> 20:16.125 You weren't there. 20:22.333 --> 20:23.291 And you were hurt. 20:24.750 --> 20:25.583 I know. 20:26.208 --> 20:28.833 No, you're wrong. I wasn't hurt at all. 20:28.916 --> 20:31.291 I would only be hurting if I had cared for you. 20:32.333 --> 20:36.166 But I… don't harbor any thoughts of you at all. 20:37.333 --> 20:40.666 And to be frank, I couldn't care less whether you are around or not. 20:40.750 --> 20:41.625 So, yeah. 20:42.416 --> 20:46.666 I think, um, it's good that we haven't wasted each other's time. 20:47.250 --> 20:48.583 I'm honestly grateful. 20:49.416 --> 20:52.500 I admit, I got curious about the attraction between us. 20:54.125 --> 20:55.750 Now, we won't be left wondering. 20:57.958 --> 20:59.166 Um, so that's it. 20:59.791 --> 21:02.833 It wasn't… some extraordinary thing. 21:04.208 --> 21:06.291 But a short tryst. 21:07.791 --> 21:10.416 That's why, uh, everything is good. 21:11.833 --> 21:13.083 I won't, um… 21:14.208 --> 21:16.875 be devastated. Um, I'll be perfectly fine. 21:21.291 --> 21:23.791 You know what? I think I'm done talking about this with you. 21:24.541 --> 21:26.208 My parents probably need my help. 21:57.916 --> 22:01.666 THIS IS MY FAMILY ALBUM 22:15.708 --> 22:18.291 -Stop being a hypocrite. -I'm not the hypocrite. 22:18.875 --> 22:21.041 You're the professional liar. That's your job, isn't it? 22:21.625 --> 22:23.750 You love to play the hero when Leyla's around, 22:23.833 --> 22:26.125 and you don't realize the damage you've caused. 22:26.208 --> 22:28.916 I've been silent because that is what you wanted me to do. 22:29.000 --> 22:30.250 I'm okay with exposing our mess. 22:30.333 --> 22:33.125 Then tell her that you are also a Casanova. 22:33.208 --> 22:36.166 Besides, your father's debt led you to change your last name. 22:36.750 --> 22:38.833 And what makes you think I won't let her know? 22:38.916 --> 22:41.791 Be honest and say why you don't drink. Explain that you went to rehab. 22:41.875 --> 22:42.916 How could you lie to her? 22:43.000 --> 22:45.208 Tell her you cheated on me with that bitch. 22:45.291 --> 22:47.041 She talks about some bar you've set. 22:47.125 --> 22:49.541 Why don't you show her just how low that bar could go? 22:57.208 --> 22:58.458 You both lied. 23:01.666 --> 23:03.625 Now I know the farce is over. 23:06.250 --> 23:08.541 That is our harsh reality, love. 23:08.625 --> 23:11.625 Hold on. Did you find out what happened to them in 2009? 23:12.875 --> 23:16.458 My dad had an affair with one of his female coworkers. 23:16.541 --> 23:17.625 -Oh! -Oh, he did? 23:17.708 --> 23:20.291 So, he told my mom after feeling remorseful. 23:20.375 --> 23:22.750 He made a rookie mistake. 23:23.333 --> 23:25.791 And she went to Tokyo afterward. Honestly, she ran off. 23:26.375 --> 23:28.291 -Of course, she would do that. -I know. 23:29.125 --> 23:32.375 I would have crushed his balls before he had the chance to leave. 23:32.458 --> 23:34.166 Ruthlessly. 23:34.250 --> 23:35.958 All right. 23:36.041 --> 23:37.916 Interesting picture. 23:38.000 --> 23:39.208 What did your dad do? 23:40.041 --> 23:43.958 What was the logical thing to do? My dad left his job and went after her. 23:44.041 --> 23:45.583 And you lived with your uncle 23:45.666 --> 23:48.625 to not get caught between their disputes, right? 23:50.583 --> 23:51.583 Yeah. 23:53.000 --> 23:53.833 I think 23:54.666 --> 23:56.583 that they couldn't get over that incident. 23:56.666 --> 24:00.250 My dad continues to feel guilty, and Mom is still so furious. 24:00.791 --> 24:03.750 Besides, even the slightest disturbance can result in high tensions. 24:03.833 --> 24:05.875 Yet they've been together for a long time. 24:05.958 --> 24:08.000 -They could have just left one another. -Hmm. 24:08.083 --> 24:09.541 -Right? -Yeah. 24:10.541 --> 24:12.916 Maybe I was the reason why they stayed together. 24:13.541 --> 24:15.125 I don't see any other explanation. 24:15.208 --> 24:17.166 -Aww! I don't think so. -No. 24:19.541 --> 24:21.625 I think that my dad… 24:23.750 --> 24:26.750 kept his head down because he didn't want to let me down. 24:26.833 --> 24:30.250 And it isn't surprising that my mom doesn't like to fail. 24:30.833 --> 24:32.666 She would rather die than to end her marriage. 24:32.750 --> 24:34.291 Hmm. 24:34.875 --> 24:37.416 -Guess who just texted me. -Hmm, that's your mom? 24:40.000 --> 24:43.583 "Leyla, dear. We'll be heading back this Wednesday." 24:43.666 --> 24:45.750 "We'd love to see you before we leave." 24:45.833 --> 24:48.375 "You should let us know when's the best time to meet." 24:48.458 --> 24:51.875 "So we'll see you soon. We love you. We'll see you soon." 24:51.958 --> 24:54.041 Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. 24:54.125 --> 24:56.583 Don't you see? They still act like everything's fine. 24:56.666 --> 24:59.666 Because they continue to be very prideful. 24:59.750 --> 25:01.916 Love, just forget about it, for crying out loud. 25:02.000 --> 25:04.625 You know, bringing it up is like beating a dead horse. Huh? 25:04.708 --> 25:05.791 Oh, my God. 25:06.791 --> 25:07.833 Don't keep dragging it out. 25:07.916 --> 25:10.208 They could do whatever they want, it's their lives. 25:10.291 --> 25:12.541 Sarp, I think your mom's calling. 25:12.625 --> 25:14.625 A-ha. It's now my mom's turn to give me a call. 25:14.708 --> 25:16.166 -Want some salad? -Excuse me. 25:18.208 --> 25:19.875 -Hmm. -Mom, how are you? 25:20.666 --> 25:21.666 Thank you. 25:23.041 --> 25:23.958 What? 25:26.083 --> 25:28.541 -In which clinic? -Did he say "clinic"? 25:29.416 --> 25:31.041 All right, Mom, I'll be there soon. 25:31.708 --> 25:32.833 What is it, Sarp? 25:32.916 --> 25:37.250 Uh… my dad had a heart attack and is in intensive care. 25:37.333 --> 25:38.833 Let's go. 25:40.416 --> 25:43.583 -Um, before we go, do I cover anything? -Huh? I don't think so. Wait. 25:43.666 --> 25:45.291 Life truly is a game. 25:46.041 --> 25:50.250 First, you think you have multiple lives, but then you realize, you didn't have any. 25:50.333 --> 25:55.166 And when you think the game is over, bing! You're given another life. 25:58.125 --> 25:59.958 Just when you're about to rebel, 26:00.041 --> 26:02.875 life reminds you of the end you thought would never come. 26:06.833 --> 26:09.708 Those endless fights suddenly seem childish. 26:10.333 --> 26:12.625 And you feel ashamed of the minute problems 26:13.208 --> 26:14.875 that once seemed so big. 27:16.916 --> 27:18.958 When the heart lacks oxygen, 27:19.041 --> 27:21.166 you experience a sharp, stinging pain. 27:22.291 --> 27:25.125 That discomfort warns you about the heart attack. 27:26.375 --> 27:29.625 It appears that pain is necessary for our survival. 27:30.375 --> 27:31.541 Angina pectoris. 27:32.125 --> 27:35.375 Did you know that, medically, that pain is called angina pectoris? 27:36.333 --> 27:38.125 -I didn't know that. -Oh, too bad. 27:39.750 --> 27:43.583 "Not arteriosclerosis, nor nicotine, nor prison, 27:43.666 --> 27:47.041 and that's the reason, my dear doctor, why I have angina pectoris." 27:49.416 --> 27:50.500 Nâzım Hikmet. 27:51.625 --> 27:55.250 This is what he used to seduce you, right? With lyrics and sonnets. 27:56.791 --> 28:00.375 Every Wednesday, I would meet him at this bench at two o'clock. 28:01.583 --> 28:05.125 Mahir took the bus from his university at ITU to come here, 28:05.208 --> 28:07.333 and I would come after my lecture. 28:08.958 --> 28:11.291 He would never forget to go to our favorite place 28:11.375 --> 28:12.958 and buy us sandwiches. 28:13.458 --> 28:14.958 Oh! It'd be a picnic. 28:15.041 --> 28:17.583 -Light on the sauce. -Lots of pickles too. 28:17.666 --> 28:20.166 -They were hot dogs. -You're right! They weren't sandwiches. 28:22.000 --> 28:24.666 -Never changes. -Then we'd sit here enjoying the company. 28:24.750 --> 28:26.833 We'd read poems and also books. 28:28.416 --> 28:31.250 Sometimes we'd argue over the films we'd seen. 28:32.875 --> 28:36.041 And always end up laughing. 28:36.125 --> 28:38.625 That's how I've seen you guys. Before this, you-- 28:38.708 --> 28:39.875 Wait, wait, wait a minute. 28:39.958 --> 28:41.375 I know what you're going to say. 28:41.458 --> 28:43.541 Stop thinking there is a set bar, all right? 28:43.625 --> 28:46.833 Because a relationship doesn't have one. It's just about compromise, 28:46.916 --> 28:48.416 and understanding each other. 28:48.500 --> 28:49.458 Hmm? 28:49.541 --> 28:50.666 Having patience. 28:51.833 --> 28:53.416 And also forgiveness. 28:54.583 --> 28:56.333 Mmm, having patience. 28:56.416 --> 28:57.708 And also forgiveness. 28:59.000 --> 29:00.250 Leyla, dear, 29:00.333 --> 29:03.250 it's possible to lose interest in the person 29:03.333 --> 29:05.000 you'll later decide to be with. 29:05.791 --> 29:07.333 You could get distracted, 29:07.833 --> 29:09.291 you could even feel lost, 29:09.375 --> 29:11.208 at any point in your relationship. 29:11.708 --> 29:13.833 And also a bit neglected by them. 29:15.333 --> 29:17.375 It's not easy to love someone. 29:18.083 --> 29:21.000 And it's even harder to love someone despite their flaws. 29:21.083 --> 29:23.166 You ever know anyone who's flawless? 29:23.250 --> 29:25.458 Who's perfect? Come on. Show me, huh? 29:28.416 --> 29:29.375 Everything we've… 29:29.875 --> 29:32.500 experienced in the last 40 years has been real. 29:32.583 --> 29:35.000 -Mm-hmm. -We've accepted this about ourselves. 29:36.000 --> 29:37.625 We don't see this as a game. 29:37.708 --> 29:38.791 It's also not a show. 29:40.666 --> 29:42.041 And we're still together. 29:43.583 --> 29:47.833 Because our love proved to be much greater than any of our shortcomings. 29:49.250 --> 29:50.458 We're friends. 29:51.916 --> 29:53.833 -We're lovers. -We're lovers. 29:54.916 --> 29:55.791 Darling. 29:55.875 --> 29:56.916 My love. 29:58.333 --> 29:59.625 My sweetheart. 30:00.208 --> 30:02.125 Oh, my dear girl. 31:15.958 --> 31:16.916 Dear Ömer, 31:17.666 --> 31:19.416 it breaks my heart that we haven't spoken 31:19.500 --> 31:21.625 to each other in the past couple of months. 31:22.125 --> 31:23.458 And I understand why. 31:23.541 --> 31:27.125 You're keeping your distance from me out of respect for your girlfriend. 31:27.208 --> 31:28.708 You're right. It's only fair. 31:29.291 --> 31:32.458 But when I can't talk to you, the words build up inside me. 31:33.041 --> 31:34.916 So instead of waiting for the perfect moment, 31:35.833 --> 31:37.166 I decided to write to you. 31:38.250 --> 31:40.250 I've gone through so many things lately. 31:41.083 --> 31:43.791 For example, I got reacquainted with my parents. 31:43.875 --> 31:47.750 My dad dropped his hero facade and was vulnerable with me. 31:47.833 --> 31:50.083 Mom showed me her scars for the first time. 31:50.666 --> 31:53.208 Turns out they're just like everyone else. 31:53.291 --> 31:54.166 Can you believe it? 31:55.250 --> 31:57.625 That helped me pull myself together. 31:57.708 --> 32:00.375 I created a rundown of my recent years. 32:01.708 --> 32:05.291 And I realized that I made so many assumptions. 32:05.375 --> 32:06.416 Here, eat some of this. 32:06.500 --> 32:09.166 I never asked, I only assumed. 32:10.208 --> 32:13.458 I never listened, I just said what was on my mind. 32:15.500 --> 32:18.083 I never understood, I only judged. 32:19.041 --> 32:22.666 And worst of all, I never fixed my broken pieces. 32:23.375 --> 32:24.833 I just left them lying there. 32:25.416 --> 32:26.666 But they call out to me. 32:29.958 --> 32:33.375 You see, I'm still at ground zero… 32:33.458 --> 32:35.500 …wandering through the wreckage. 32:35.583 --> 32:38.916 I realized I was also to blame for the damage we left behind. 32:39.000 --> 32:41.250 Ömer just dropped him off. 32:41.958 --> 32:44.000 -Thank you, Mr. Dursun. -You're welcome. 32:47.458 --> 32:48.291 Buddy. 32:48.375 --> 32:51.166 I understand that having the last word doesn't matter. 32:51.708 --> 32:55.625 And that victories and defeats are both poisonous to a relationship. 33:27.083 --> 33:28.625 When you lose someone, 33:28.708 --> 33:30.541 pain can cloud your mind. 33:31.625 --> 33:33.791 But eventually, it slowly dawns on you. 33:34.291 --> 33:37.541 First, your anger becomes regret, then understanding. 33:38.666 --> 33:40.416 And finally, longing. 33:42.916 --> 33:46.125 Nothing is worth deliberately losing someone you love. 33:46.750 --> 33:48.125 I'm well aware of that now. 33:48.833 --> 33:49.750 My dear Ömer, 33:50.500 --> 33:52.291 you're incredibly precious to me. 33:52.375 --> 33:55.416 Let us pray for Suleiman's soul. 33:58.500 --> 34:00.125 You're both my best friend 34:00.625 --> 34:02.208 and the one I've always loved, 34:02.833 --> 34:04.291 and will always love. 34:05.833 --> 34:07.666 Regardless of what happens to us, 34:08.250 --> 34:09.625 or who we may meet, 34:10.458 --> 34:11.708 I don't want to lose you. 34:13.458 --> 34:14.291 Never. 34:15.708 --> 34:17.125 I just wanted you to know. 34:25.041 --> 34:27.666 -Thank you. -So Buddy could stay with me? 34:27.750 --> 34:29.083 You'll be busy helping Sarp. 34:29.625 --> 34:31.333 I can keep him for a week. Okay? 34:32.625 --> 34:33.833 -All right, sounds good. -Okay. 34:48.541 --> 34:50.708 -Buddy! Come on, boy, you're leaving. -Aw. 34:58.583 --> 35:00.666 -Oh, come over here! -Do you want some coffee? 35:00.750 --> 35:01.958 No, thanks, I'm good. 35:02.583 --> 35:04.708 By the way, I, uh, bought these yesterday. 35:05.333 --> 35:07.125 They were cheaper and smell nice. 35:09.333 --> 35:11.041 Oh. 35:15.583 --> 35:17.125 I really appreciated your letter. 35:19.041 --> 35:20.625 I read it several times. 35:23.291 --> 35:25.958 You should have thrown it away. You can get into trouble. 35:27.500 --> 35:29.791 I really won't. I don't have anyone anymore. 35:30.416 --> 35:31.666 Really? Then it's over? 35:33.541 --> 35:35.166 Yeah, it is. Because… 35:36.875 --> 35:38.625 you're also very precious to me. 35:39.791 --> 35:41.666 My most precious person. 35:43.291 --> 35:45.416 It's like having a photo negative of you. 35:46.250 --> 35:48.750 Because I can't share it, or have it copied. 35:49.375 --> 35:50.625 You can't duplicate it. 37:55.083 --> 37:56.250 Oh, Buddy's waiting. 37:57.500 --> 37:58.750 -Oh, no. -Oh, God. 37:59.958 --> 38:01.916 I'm coming, boy. I won't make you wait. 38:02.541 --> 38:04.041 Aww. 38:05.083 --> 38:06.000 Aww. 38:06.083 --> 38:07.166 Okay, let's go. 38:14.291 --> 38:15.125 Leyla! 38:15.916 --> 38:16.958 Leyla! 38:18.083 --> 38:19.958 -Where's Leyla? -I think she can explain. 38:20.041 --> 38:21.458 There's nothing more to say. 38:22.333 --> 38:24.083 No, Ömer! 38:24.166 --> 38:26.583 -You won't get away with this! -No! Stop it, don't! 38:26.666 --> 38:27.583 I'll fucking kill you! 38:27.666 --> 38:28.916 Please, just stop! 38:29.000 --> 38:30.208 I will end you! 38:30.291 --> 38:32.208 -Stop! -That's enough. 38:51.208 --> 38:52.958 I won't accept your lies anymore. 38:53.666 --> 38:55.000 You really are despicable. 38:57.375 --> 39:00.875 Ömer, want to play another game with me? t, don't!