WEBVTT 00:01.794 --> 00:04.212 [beeping] 00:30.948 --> 00:32.115 [Johnny Cash singing "Hurt"] 00:43.502 --> 00:49.090 ♪ I hurt myself today ♪ 00:49.132 --> 00:54.221 ♪ To see if I still feel ♪ 00:54.262 --> 00:59.810 ♪ I focus on the pain ♪ 00:59.852 --> 01:04.940 ♪ The only thing that's real ♪ 01:04.982 --> 01:08.485 ♪ The needle tears a hole ♪ 01:10.362 --> 01:15.200 ♪ The old familiar sting ♪ 01:15.242 --> 01:20.372 ♪ Try to kill it all away ♪ 01:20.414 --> 01:26.545 ♪ But I remember everything ♪ 01:26.587 --> 01:29.548 ♪ What have I become ♪ 01:32.384 --> 01:35.512 ♪ My sweetest friend ♪ 01:37.180 --> 01:41.060 ♪ Everyone I know ♪ 01:41.100 --> 01:43.645 ♪ Goes away ♪ 01:43.687 --> 01:47.315 ♪ In the end ♪ 01:47.357 --> 01:50.736 ♪ And you could have it all ♪ 01:52.947 --> 01:55.950 ♪ My empire of dirt ♪ 01:58.201 --> 02:00.996 ♪ I will let you down ♪ 02:03.498 --> 02:07.168 ♪ I will make you hurt ♪ 02:18.639 --> 02:22.726 ♪ I wear this crown of thorns ♪ 02:24.269 --> 02:27.522 ♪ Upon my liar's chair ♪ 02:29.650 --> 02:32.736 ♪ Full of broken thoughts ♪ 02:35.238 --> 02:38.117 ♪ I cannot repair ♪ 02:40.077 --> 02:43.622 ♪ Beneath the stains of time ♪ 02:45.415 --> 02:48.585 ♪ The feelings disappear ♪ 02:50.963 --> 02:53.924 ♪ You are someone else ♪ 02:56.343 --> 03:01.556 ♪ I am still right here ♪ 03:01.598 --> 03:04.392 ♪ What have I become ♪ 03:07.395 --> 03:09.815 ♪ My sweetest friend ♪ 03:12.191 --> 03:16.030 ♪ Everyone I know ♪ 03:16.071 --> 03:18.657 ♪ Goes away ♪ 03:18.699 --> 03:22.327 ♪ In the end ♪ 03:22.369 --> 03:27.916 ♪ And you could have it all ♪ 03:27.958 --> 03:31.628 ♪ My empire of dirt ♪ 03:33.254 --> 03:36.257 ♪ I will let you down ♪ 03:38.468 --> 03:41.930 ♪ I will make you hurt ♪ 03:43.306 --> 03:46.601 ♪ If I could start again ♪ 03:48.353 --> 03:51.439 ♪ A million miles away ♪ 03:53.942 --> 03:56.987 ♪ I would keep myself ♪ 03:59.114 --> 04:01.950 ♪ I would find ♪ 04:01.992 --> 04:04.411 ♪ A way ♪♪ 04:22.096 --> 04:24.681 I read that it works this way. 04:24.723 --> 04:26.100 That the therapist waits 04:26.141 --> 04:28.560 until the silence becomes so unbearable 04:28.602 --> 04:31.146 that the patient is forced to speak. 04:33.690 --> 04:36.068 It can work any way you want, Mr. Wren. 04:36.110 --> 04:39.529 'Is there something particular you'd like to talk about?' 04:39.571 --> 04:41.615 Grief. I'd like to talk about grief. 04:41.656 --> 04:43.158 (female psychiatrist) 'Of course.' 04:43.200 --> 04:46.411 I wanna know how it works, if it has a purpose. 04:46.453 --> 04:48.580 (female psychiatrist) 'That's a big question.' 04:48.622 --> 04:50.040 'It might be best if we talk' 04:50.082 --> 04:52.793 'about your specific circumstances.' 04:54.628 --> 04:56.630 'Have you lost someone?' 05:00.634 --> 05:02.469 My closest friend. There was an accident. 05:02.510 --> 05:06.431 - I was with him. - 'I'm very sorry, Mr. Wren.' 05:06.473 --> 05:07.808 (female psychiatrist) 'Do you have someone to comfort you' 05:07.849 --> 05:09.392 'during this time?' 05:10.936 --> 05:13.772 I was in a relationship, but that's over now. 05:13.814 --> 05:17.151 The emotional fallout from these types of traumas 05:17.192 --> 05:19.444 can be extensive. 05:19.486 --> 05:22.906 Which brings us to your question...grief. 05:22.948 --> 05:24.992 Whether it has a purpose. 05:25.033 --> 05:27.995 An...e-evolutionary purpose. 05:28.036 --> 05:30.497 I mean, I-I find myself 05:30.538 --> 05:35.002 reevaluating choices that I've made 05:35.043 --> 05:37.838 things that... I should've done differently 05:37.879 --> 05:40.132 or better. 05:40.174 --> 05:42.926 As if in losing everything, I finally understand. 05:46.847 --> 05:49.183 But then it occurs to me that-- 05:49.224 --> 05:52.393 It occurs to you that this feeling might be temporary. 05:53.854 --> 05:55.772 There's a false sense of lucidity 05:55.814 --> 05:57.398 that often accompanies grieving. 05:59.651 --> 06:00.819 I've been thinking 06:00.861 --> 06:04.031 about doing something radical.. 06:04.072 --> 06:06.616 ...as a tribute to his memory. 06:06.658 --> 06:09.536 (female psychiatrist) 'I would caution against that, Mr. Wren.' 06:09.577 --> 06:12.039 'I see this so often.' 06:12.080 --> 06:14.208 'I've been working with the survivors' 06:14.249 --> 06:17.502 'of the Ferry bombing earlier this year.' 06:17.544 --> 06:20.421 'Their trauma is similar to yours.' 06:20.463 --> 06:22.799 'More extreme, of course.' 06:22.841 --> 06:26.261 'Many of them experience a sense of responsibility' 06:26.303 --> 06:27.554 'for what happened.' 06:27.595 --> 06:29.514 Survivor's guilt. I'm familiar. 06:29.556 --> 06:31.350 (female psychiatrist) 'Well, then you're also familiar with what' 06:31.390 --> 06:34.102 'I'm about to say next.' 06:34.144 --> 06:37.898 'That you think your friend's death was your fault.' 06:37.939 --> 06:41.151 'Otherwise, you'd have to face a very painful truth.' 06:43.611 --> 06:44.946 Which is what? 06:44.988 --> 06:47.282 (female psychiatrist) 'That you are not God.' 06:47.324 --> 06:50.451 You don't control who lives or dies. 06:50.493 --> 06:52.453 'That powerlessness also means' 06:52.495 --> 06:55.332 'that your friend's death is not your fault.' 06:57.000 --> 06:59.961 'I assure you, Mr. Wren..' 07:00.003 --> 07:03.173 '...in time, the guilt you feel' 07:03.215 --> 07:05.633 'will pass.' 07:09.971 --> 07:13.892 Let me ask you a question then. 07:13.934 --> 07:17.729 Does survivor's guilt pass.. 07:17.771 --> 07:19.022 ...when everything that has happened 07:19.064 --> 07:22.025 actually is, in fact, your fault? 07:41.502 --> 07:43.755 You look tired, Harold. 07:43.797 --> 07:45.548 Please talk to me. 07:46.800 --> 07:49.052 I have nothing to say, Ms. Groves. 07:52.555 --> 07:55.100 I offered before. 07:55.142 --> 07:57.560 'Let me help you.' 07:59.854 --> 08:02.149 It's a little too late for that 08:02.190 --> 08:03.400 don't you think? 08:03.442 --> 08:05.152 Not for John. 08:07.821 --> 08:10.365 He's in trouble. I can tell by the look on your face. 08:11.741 --> 08:14.077 'And I don't want to sound' 08:14.119 --> 08:16.121 unsympathetic, Harold 08:17.914 --> 08:21.709 but we have much bigger problems at hand. 08:21.751 --> 08:24.171 Whatever your machine was trying to prepare me for.. 08:27.007 --> 08:28.508 ...it's coming. 08:32.553 --> 08:34.973 [phone vibrates] 08:40.728 --> 08:43.148 [door closing] 08:45.025 --> 08:46.276 (Finch) 'Yes, detective?' 08:46.318 --> 08:48.111 (Fusco) 'We got a big problem.' 08:48.153 --> 08:50.113 [indistinct chattering] 08:54.909 --> 08:57.037 I heard the call on the radio. 08:57.078 --> 08:58.455 Someone t-boned him then interrogated him 08:58.497 --> 09:01.291 while their car burned. 09:01.333 --> 09:03.335 Guys in the front might make it. 09:03.377 --> 09:05.586 Guy in the back might make a good bag of charcoal. 09:07.672 --> 09:10.091 Witnesses put our pal, the psychopathic vigilante 09:10.133 --> 09:11.176 at the scene. 09:11.218 --> 09:12.386 Which one? 09:14.929 --> 09:16.723 You mean both your stray dogs are off the leash? 09:19.809 --> 09:22.396 This was the handiwork of tall, dark, and deranged. 09:22.437 --> 09:24.814 And I shudder to think what the other one's up to. 09:24.856 --> 09:26.816 I have reason to believe that one or both of them 09:26.858 --> 09:29.986 are looking to track down and kill Simmons. 09:30.028 --> 09:32.531 We all want Simmons. 09:32.572 --> 09:35.116 Piece of crap killed my partner, then went after my kid. 09:35.158 --> 09:37.160 But the scorched earth campaign is only gonna make 09:37.202 --> 09:39.079 Simmons harder to find, not easier. 09:41.622 --> 09:43.624 Who were they? 09:43.666 --> 09:45.877 Dirt bags of the highest order. 09:45.919 --> 09:49.089 Run drugs, underage hookers. 09:49.130 --> 09:50.549 And a lot of paper. 09:50.589 --> 09:52.842 - Paper? - Yeah, counterfeit bills. 09:52.884 --> 09:55.636 IDS, passports, for a forger named Yorke. 09:57.972 --> 09:59.349 We'd better find Mr. Yorke then. 10:09.150 --> 10:11.652 Hey...get me down. 10:12.362 --> 10:14.573 Come on. 10:14.613 --> 10:15.782 [phone vibrates] 10:20.745 --> 10:22.289 Take me down, you bitch! 10:22.330 --> 10:25.875 I told you everything I know. 10:25.917 --> 10:28.503 And somehow, I just don't believe you. 10:28.545 --> 10:30.088 [door opening] 10:30.130 --> 10:31.214 'Hey! Hey, hey.' 10:31.256 --> 10:32.549 Hey, guys, call the cops! 10:35.343 --> 10:36.803 You wanna take a crack at him? 10:36.844 --> 10:37.971 My gun hand's cramping. 10:40.014 --> 10:41.266 Guy's not looking so good. 10:43.851 --> 10:45.895 - Did you break his legs? - Nope. Reese did. 10:45.937 --> 10:47.147 He got to him before I did. 10:47.188 --> 10:49.107 Dropped him off the roof of the building. 10:49.149 --> 10:50.484 I found his sorry ass in the parking lot 10:50.525 --> 10:52.611 yelling for help. 10:52.651 --> 10:53.736 Still got his arms, though. 10:55.238 --> 10:57.616 Did you see Reese? 10:57.656 --> 10:59.075 Gone by the time I got here. 10:59.117 --> 11:01.578 - We have to stop him. - 'Why?' 11:01.620 --> 11:03.204 One less dirty cop-killing cop 11:03.246 --> 11:04.789 sounds good to me. 11:04.831 --> 11:06.541 Setting aside your somewhat.. 11:06.583 --> 11:08.543 ...binary moral compass, Ms. Shaw 11:08.585 --> 11:09.752 you should know that Mr. Reese's injuries 11:09.794 --> 11:10.795 are life-threatening. 11:14.841 --> 11:17.260 Alright, Harold. 11:17.302 --> 11:18.637 We'll play it your way. 11:18.677 --> 11:20.305 'But if Reese doesn't wanna be found' 11:20.347 --> 11:21.848 our only way of tracking him 11:21.889 --> 11:24.184 is by finding Simmons ourselves. 11:24.225 --> 11:27.187 - Guy give you anything? - Speak up! 11:27.228 --> 11:30.357 The only one who knows Simmon's exit strategy 11:30.398 --> 11:32.733 is his boss, Quinn. 11:32.775 --> 11:35.529 'And if you're looking for him, get in line.' 11:35.570 --> 11:37.238 Everybody wants him dead. 11:37.280 --> 11:39.907 Can I go to the hospital now, please? 11:39.949 --> 11:41.493 You got an inside track to the feds? 11:41.535 --> 11:43.036 We gotta get to Quinn before Reese does. 11:43.077 --> 11:44.787 Are you kidding? 11:44.829 --> 11:46.122 Quinn ran a bunch of corrupt cops. 11:46.164 --> 11:47.499 Feds aren't talking to me. 11:47.541 --> 11:49.543 I know one man who will know Quinn's location. 11:49.584 --> 11:53.171 After his arrest, Quinn retained Jimmy Ransone 11:53.213 --> 11:54.755 high-dollar criminal defense attorney 11:54.797 --> 11:56.216 with a questionable reputation. 11:56.257 --> 11:58.009 And even suspects in protection 11:58.051 --> 12:00.011 are allowed to see their lawyer. 12:00.053 --> 12:02.180 Wait a minute, come on, guys! Get me down! 12:02.222 --> 12:04.140 Aw, come on, get me the hell out of here! 12:11.856 --> 12:13.483 I'd say our boy's come and gone. 12:14.733 --> 12:17.487 [dramatic music] 12:18.196 --> 12:20.490 Finch? 12:20.532 --> 12:21.491 We got a problem. 12:22.741 --> 12:24.578 You couldn't find Mr. Ransone? 12:24.619 --> 12:25.704 'We found what's left of him.' 12:25.744 --> 12:27.163 Someone used him as an ashtray 12:27.205 --> 12:29.583 before putting a bullet in his head. 12:29.624 --> 12:31.251 Reese has really gone off the reservation this time. 12:32.544 --> 12:34.295 No. Reese doesn't even smoke. 12:35.796 --> 12:37.424 He would have just used a lighter. 12:37.465 --> 12:40.176 This...is theatrical. Amateur hour. 12:48.309 --> 12:50.395 Well, at least we know he's still alive. 12:50.437 --> 12:51.979 (Finch) 'How badly is he injured, Ms. Shaw?' 12:55.233 --> 12:57.569 (Shaw) 'He doesn't look so good. We don't have much time.' 13:02.365 --> 13:05.368 (Fusco) 'Reese leaves, and five minutes later, these jokers show up.' 13:05.410 --> 13:07.495 Russians. 13:07.537 --> 13:08.829 It figures. 13:08.871 --> 13:11.499 'Quinn turned state evidence against them.' 13:11.541 --> 13:14.377 So now both Mr. Reese and the Russians 13:14.419 --> 13:16.087 'know where to find Alonzo Quinn' 13:16.129 --> 13:18.839 and we still don't. 13:18.881 --> 13:21.842 Ransone is the only one that can tell us where Reese is going. 13:21.884 --> 13:24.887 - Not the only one. - Who? 13:24.929 --> 13:26.681 (Shaw) 'Harold knows who I'm talking about.' 13:26.723 --> 13:29.058 We're out of options. 13:29.100 --> 13:30.268 We need Root. 13:42.781 --> 13:45.325 We need to discuss the Loftin case. 13:45.366 --> 13:47.910 Caucasian male, 83, presented with acute pneumonia. 13:47.952 --> 13:50.288 I know the case, Dr. Shaw. 13:50.330 --> 13:51.830 I also know about your interaction 13:51.872 --> 13:54.083 with the Loftin family. 13:54.125 --> 13:55.669 You walked into the waiting room 13:55.710 --> 13:58.546 eating an energy bar 13:58.588 --> 14:00.465 'and proceeded to tell the Loftin family' 14:00.507 --> 14:01.716 'that their father was dead.' 14:01.758 --> 14:03.551 Because he was. 14:03.593 --> 14:06.179 (male therapist) 'And, presumably, you were hungry.' 14:06.220 --> 14:10.809 'You managed to revive Mr. Loftin four times' 14:10.849 --> 14:14.020 You went to truly heroic measures to save their father 14:14.061 --> 14:16.981 'and yet, all the Loftin family will remember' 14:17.023 --> 14:20.276 'is the doctor who gave them the worst possible news' 14:20.318 --> 14:22.737 'while she was eating a candy bar.' 14:22.779 --> 14:24.322 'Let me ask you this' 14:24.364 --> 14:27.867 'do you care if your patients live or die?' 14:27.908 --> 14:29.619 Of course. 14:29.661 --> 14:31.788 (male therapist) 'But does it hurt you?' 14:31.830 --> 14:34.582 'I've been watching you for...some time' 14:34.624 --> 14:37.918 'and it doesn't seem to bother you.' 14:37.960 --> 14:40.338 This place is filled.. 14:40.380 --> 14:44.592 ...with doctors who don't care if their patients live or die. 14:44.634 --> 14:46.553 (male therapist) 'No, this place is filled with doctors' 14:46.594 --> 14:49.930 'who pretend they don't care.' 14:49.972 --> 14:52.183 'But you're different. Aren't you?' 14:54.477 --> 14:56.855 'Your attending's all say the same thing about you' 14:56.896 --> 14:58.897 'technically brilliant.' 14:58.939 --> 15:01.860 'Remarkably calm.' 15:01.901 --> 15:04.987 'They can't spot what you really are.' 15:05.029 --> 15:07.240 And what's that? 15:07.281 --> 15:11.244 (male therapist) 'You know the DSM backwards and forwards, doctor.' 15:11.285 --> 15:13.747 'You probably diagnosed yourself in your first year.' 15:15.331 --> 15:18.251 'A diagnosis which meant that you' 15:18.292 --> 15:21.337 never should have been accepted into this program. 15:21.379 --> 15:22.422 I watch the others. 15:22.463 --> 15:24.965 I watch the fear creep into them. 15:25.007 --> 15:26.092 I watch them make mistakes 15:26.133 --> 15:29.220 and you think... these feelings.. 15:29.262 --> 15:31.013 ...that I'm lacking make them better? 15:31.055 --> 15:32.599 You'd really rather have one of them working on you 15:32.640 --> 15:34.225 instead of me? 15:34.267 --> 15:38.145 (male therapist) 'Yes. Because if..' 15:38.187 --> 15:39.689 'If the only thing motivating you' 15:39.731 --> 15:42.316 'is technical mastery' 15:42.358 --> 15:43.443 'when one of your patients' 15:43.484 --> 15:47.947 'needs you the most then' 15:47.988 --> 15:50.784 'this job just might start to bore you.' 15:50.825 --> 15:54.704 'That's the difference between fixing and healing.' 15:57.206 --> 16:01.586 'You have a brilliant mind, Sameen.' 16:01.628 --> 16:04.672 'And you're very gifted.' 16:04.714 --> 16:06.716 'But you'll never be a doctor.' 16:14.557 --> 16:16.016 (Shaw) 'Time's up, Harold.' 16:16.058 --> 16:17.059 (Finch) 'This is not something' 16:17.101 --> 16:18.102 'we should go about lightly.' 16:18.144 --> 16:19.437 It's the only way. 16:19.479 --> 16:21.188 There will be larger consequences 16:21.230 --> 16:23.274 if we make this decision, we need to be ready for that. 16:23.316 --> 16:25.902 John isn't gonna make it if he winds up in a crossfire 16:25.944 --> 16:28.279 between a bunch of feds and organized criminals 16:28.321 --> 16:29.739 in his current state. 16:29.781 --> 16:31.908 I know this is our only option, Ms. Shaw. 16:31.950 --> 16:33.117 I just wanna make sure we're prepared 16:33.159 --> 16:35.829 for what may happen. 16:35.870 --> 16:37.121 I'm in. 16:38.790 --> 16:39.791 Are you? 16:39.833 --> 16:42.502 [instrumental music] 16:54.764 --> 16:56.766 [cell phone ringing] 16:56.808 --> 16:58.225 [gun cocking] 16:59.978 --> 17:02.271 I'm guessing that isn't for me. 17:02.313 --> 17:04.732 [ringing continues] 17:28.255 --> 17:30.008 You know, if you told me about the carpooling arrangements 17:30.049 --> 17:32.343 I would have driven separately. 17:32.385 --> 17:36.014 Ms. Groves is here to help us locate Alonzo Quinn. 17:42.603 --> 17:44.146 We're close. Turn off the headlights. 17:44.188 --> 17:47.692 - How am I supposed to see? - You don't need to. 17:55.867 --> 17:58.703 (Root) 'Steady for another 800 feet.' 17:58.745 --> 18:02.206 Adjust left when you feel it. 18:02.248 --> 18:03.708 Feel what? 18:03.750 --> 18:06.377 [rumbling] 18:06.419 --> 18:08.337 (Root) 'Harold, grab the first aid kit' 18:08.379 --> 18:10.423 'when we get out of the car, will you?' 18:10.464 --> 18:11.507 'Pull over to the right.' 18:23.686 --> 18:24.729 Tell me why we're listening to the crazy chick 18:24.771 --> 18:26.313 who kidnapped Glasses. 18:26.355 --> 18:29.275 In your right pocket, you have 85 cents. 18:29.316 --> 18:31.694 The change from your morning coffee run. 18:31.736 --> 18:34.822 In your apartment, there's an old photo of your father 18:34.864 --> 18:38.826 at the Franklin Park Zoo taken when he was a child. 18:38.868 --> 18:41.621 He's feeding a lion cub. 18:41.662 --> 18:45.499 Do you know what that cub's name was? 18:45.541 --> 18:47.543 Lionel. 18:47.585 --> 18:51.047 That's where your name came from. 18:51.089 --> 18:53.049 I promise.. 18:53.091 --> 18:54.383 ...I'm here to help. 18:57.177 --> 18:58.178 Just when I think life with you people 18:58.220 --> 18:59.555 couldn't get any weirder 18:59.597 --> 19:01.641 one of you takes it to the next level. 19:01.682 --> 19:04.769 - Where are we, Ms. Groves? - May I have a gun now? 19:04.811 --> 19:07.772 What's with you and your poor listening skills? 19:07.814 --> 19:09.398 No...way. 19:09.440 --> 19:10.984 Then you better turn around. 19:12.735 --> 19:15.279 [dramatic music] 19:16.322 --> 19:18.282 Follow me. 19:20.701 --> 19:21.869 And bring him with you. 19:23.245 --> 19:25.123 You just shot a federal marshal. 19:25.164 --> 19:27.792 Just between us... not my first time. 19:41.597 --> 19:43.599 Wait for the light at 12:00. 19:50.940 --> 19:51.941 Is that.. 19:51.983 --> 19:53.651 Alonzo Quinn. 19:56.821 --> 19:58.906 The building has two main exits 19:58.948 --> 20:00.366 two emergency exits. 20:00.407 --> 20:02.201 12 US Marshals guard the building 20:02.242 --> 20:03.327 plus our friend over there 20:03.369 --> 20:04.495 who was scouting the perimeter 20:04.537 --> 20:05.788 that we're now inside. 20:05.830 --> 20:08.624 'Air support is ten minutes out.' 20:08.666 --> 20:11.418 While the Russians aren't here yet 20:11.460 --> 20:13.713 they will be soon. 20:13.754 --> 20:15.131 You sure the big guy's here? 20:19.886 --> 20:21.345 What the hell was that? 20:21.387 --> 20:22.555 [indistinct chattering] 20:24.598 --> 20:25.766 Pretty sure. 20:32.148 --> 20:36.861 Your test scores are good, but I have my doubts about you. 20:36.903 --> 20:38.779 You look soft to me. 20:38.821 --> 20:40.740 Sir, no. No, sir. 20:40.781 --> 20:42.158 (male psychologist) 'See, that's what I'm talking about.' 20:42.200 --> 20:44.994 'Stop with the "Sirs." You're green..' 20:45.036 --> 20:48.873 '...from the soles of your feet to the top of your pointy head.' 20:48.915 --> 20:52.668 'I'm sorry. Were you expecting me to ask about your feelings?' 20:52.710 --> 20:56.338 'Cause you're about to join men living out on the ragged edge' 20:56.380 --> 20:58.174 'where extreme actions are required' 20:58.216 --> 21:02.178 'to stop extremely bad things from happening.' 21:02.220 --> 21:04.263 'Are you prepared to do terrible things' 21:04.304 --> 21:06.974 'and then turn it off when you need to?' 21:07.016 --> 21:09.769 Yes, sir. I am. 21:09.810 --> 21:11.145 (male psychologist) 'Could you kill a terrorist' 21:11.187 --> 21:13.981 'standing two feet from his young son?' 21:14.023 --> 21:16.234 'Blow his head off and then walk away' 21:16.274 --> 21:19.779 'while the kid cries next to his daddy's dead body?' 21:19.820 --> 21:23.199 If those are my orders, sir. 21:23.241 --> 21:26.577 (male psychologist) 'Says here...your dad died' 21:26.619 --> 21:29.163 'when you were just a kid.' 21:29.205 --> 21:32.959 'Army man too.' 21:33.000 --> 21:36.212 'You're not gonna decide at the wrong time' 21:36.254 --> 21:38.380 'that a child should have a father' 21:38.422 --> 21:41.175 'even if that father is a terrorist?' 21:44.887 --> 21:46.806 No, sir. 21:48.599 --> 21:50.851 I'm sorry for going at you like this, son. 21:50.893 --> 21:52.603 But I'm the last stop between you 21:52.645 --> 21:54.438 and the darkness that awaits you. 21:54.480 --> 21:56.149 'I need to be sure' 21:56.190 --> 21:58.192 'that you're mentally tough enough for this program.' 21:58.234 --> 22:00.153 'If you spun out, got your brothers killed' 22:00.194 --> 22:01.904 'it would be on me.' 22:01.946 --> 22:03.697 Well, you're just doing your job. 22:05.283 --> 22:06.533 I get it. 22:08.368 --> 22:10.370 I've been through this before. 22:12.790 --> 22:16.002 (male psychologist) 'No one does this twice.' 22:16.043 --> 22:18.296 'If you washed out, we wouldn't have recruited you again.' 22:18.337 --> 22:20.506 I didn't wash out. 22:20.547 --> 22:22.716 I've been a part of this program for three years. 22:24.051 --> 22:25.886 A very trusted part. 22:27.805 --> 22:30.266 In fact, my CO tasked me with finding out 22:30.308 --> 22:32.434 who's been selling the names of our operatives 22:32.476 --> 22:34.187 to Chinese counterintelligence. 22:35.813 --> 22:37.023 [dramatic music] 22:37.064 --> 22:39.399 Took me a while, but I found him. 22:41.944 --> 22:43.863 [music continues] 22:45.531 --> 22:48.201 If only you'd just done your job. 22:48.242 --> 22:50.036 Pretty damn good at it. 22:50.077 --> 22:51.996 [gunshots] 22:57.251 --> 22:59.170 [music continues] 23:03.299 --> 23:05.843 [fire crackling] 23:07.385 --> 23:09.013 Who the hell pays for the damage? 23:09.055 --> 23:10.723 Get back inside now. 23:10.764 --> 23:13.184 I'm radioing Pollack. We need air support. 23:14.685 --> 23:17.021 Get in, get in. 23:17.063 --> 23:18.731 'Sir, are you seeing this?' 23:18.772 --> 23:20.482 'Do we need to call for air support?' 23:20.524 --> 23:22.609 It's a car fire in Queens. 23:22.651 --> 23:24.444 I'm not calling air support for that. 23:24.486 --> 23:27.405 'Rapid response team standing by on the second floor.' 23:27.447 --> 23:30.034 Have your men do a perimeter check and report back. 23:30.076 --> 23:32.119 - Copy that. - Russians, feds.. 23:32.161 --> 23:33.787 I don't care. I just want to know. 23:33.829 --> 23:35.956 Who pays for the...damage? 23:40.002 --> 23:42.922 [dramatic music] 23:45.799 --> 23:48.052 You should probably call for backup. 23:48.094 --> 23:49.469 You worried some of your old buddies 23:49.511 --> 23:51.805 came to shoot the breeze? 23:51.847 --> 23:54.683 Sadly, my men are very good at their jobs. 23:54.725 --> 23:56.727 Anybody wants a crack at you they're gonna need an entire-- 23:56.769 --> 23:59.105 (man on radio) 'Sir! Sir, we've got a situation.' 24:00.564 --> 24:02.275 Robbins is down and the hotel doors 24:02.316 --> 24:04.110 have been secured from the inside. 24:04.151 --> 24:05.236 'Someone's in there with you.' 24:09.198 --> 24:10.824 [dramatic music] 24:10.866 --> 24:13.660 Secure the door. Now. 24:13.702 --> 24:14.954 Ready team, this is Highlight. 24:14.995 --> 24:16.914 'Spread out to the stairwells.' 24:16.956 --> 24:19.583 'No one gets to three. Expect multiple shooters.' 24:19.625 --> 24:21.835 (male officer #1) 'Copy that. We'll lock it down.' 24:21.877 --> 24:23.754 Secure the hallways. We're taking the prisoner out. 24:23.796 --> 24:24.797 Now. 24:26.382 --> 24:29.343 Looks like I underestimated your popularity. 24:29.385 --> 24:32.763 - Let's move. - No point. 24:32.805 --> 24:34.514 The guy who's coming after me.. 24:36.850 --> 24:38.311 Your men won't be able to stop him. 24:39.645 --> 24:42.564 [upbeat music] 24:45.151 --> 24:47.069 [beeping] 25:03.252 --> 25:05.171 [music continues] 25:14.430 --> 25:16.349 (male officer #2) 'Wait a second.' 25:23.105 --> 25:24.857 On my mark. Go. Go! Go! 25:26.692 --> 25:28.526 [grunting] 25:28.568 --> 25:31.030 (male officer #1) '10-2, report. Report!' 25:31.071 --> 25:32.323 [gunshot] 25:32.365 --> 25:34.492 [grunting] 25:36.994 --> 25:38.912 [music continues] 25:40.998 --> 25:42.916 [grunting] 25:43.750 --> 25:44.751 [grunting] 25:44.793 --> 25:46.712 [machine gunfire] 25:46.753 --> 25:48.672 Ah! 25:48.714 --> 25:50.424 [grunting] 25:50.466 --> 25:53.010 I made three shooters, maybe four. 25:53.052 --> 25:54.261 On my count. 25:54.303 --> 25:56.889 Three, two.. 25:57.723 --> 25:59.641 [explosion] 26:01.727 --> 26:04.646 [music continues] 26:10.528 --> 26:13.072 I'm sorry. 26:13.113 --> 26:14.990 And I need a word with the man you're protecting. 26:15.032 --> 26:17.201 You just attacked a dozen marshals. 26:17.243 --> 26:18.494 Sorry is not gonna cut it. 26:18.536 --> 26:19.870 They'll need some aspirin. 26:19.912 --> 26:21.830 Maybe a little physical therapy. Move. 26:21.872 --> 26:22.873 [gun cocking] 26:27.002 --> 26:28.003 You sit this one out. 26:30.672 --> 26:32.007 [grunting] 26:34.260 --> 26:37.179 [music continues] 26:52.278 --> 26:54.447 Simmons.. 26:54.488 --> 26:55.822 I want his exit. 27:00.953 --> 27:02.121 Loyalty. 27:03.789 --> 27:06.542 That's why Simmons came after you and Carter. 27:06.584 --> 27:08.961 'Loyalty.' 27:09.002 --> 27:12.630 That's how we built this whole damn thing. 27:12.672 --> 27:16.510 I'll be damned if I repay that loyalty by breaking it now. 27:17.844 --> 27:19.555 Even if you threaten to kill me. 27:23.100 --> 27:25.018 You see? 27:26.604 --> 27:28.606 That's why you and I understand each other. 27:30.107 --> 27:32.610 Now, everything you do is an abomination. 27:36.113 --> 27:38.824 But your word.. 27:38.865 --> 27:41.410 Your word is your bond.. 27:41.452 --> 27:44.246 '...to your godson.' 27:44.288 --> 27:45.872 To Carter. 27:47.458 --> 27:49.585 You do what you say. 27:53.797 --> 27:54.756 So do I. 27:59.094 --> 28:01.054 I'm not gonna threaten to kill you. 28:02.764 --> 28:04.141 I'm going to kill you. 28:04.183 --> 28:06.393 Whether you tell me or not. 28:08.020 --> 28:10.397 No bargaining. 28:10.439 --> 28:13.108 In three minutes.. 28:13.150 --> 28:14.151 ...you're dead. 28:19.906 --> 28:21.325 I've killed many people. 28:25.412 --> 28:26.746 Never bothered me much. 28:28.915 --> 28:31.418 That's why I was good at it. 28:31.460 --> 28:35.713 I didn't like them suffering, though. 28:35.755 --> 28:38.634 Took me years to figure out how to do it quickly, painlessly. 28:39.759 --> 28:41.178 'But if you don't tell me' 28:41.220 --> 28:44.764 I'm gonna forget all of that. Understand? 28:47.726 --> 28:50.187 And I'll make the last three minutes of your life.. 28:51.730 --> 28:52.772 ...last forever. 29:01.740 --> 29:03.492 [gunshots] Ooh! 29:03.534 --> 29:06.412 [music continues] 29:06.453 --> 29:08.372 [gasping] 29:10.957 --> 29:12.876 May I please have the gun now? 29:12.918 --> 29:16.088 No. And you're really starting to irritate me by asking. 29:16.129 --> 29:18.298 As far as Root's request for a weapon, Ms. Shaw 29:18.340 --> 29:20.384 'the situation is becoming increasingly dangerous.' 29:20.426 --> 29:21.510 Yeah, no kidding! 29:21.552 --> 29:22.969 If she wanted to kill us 29:23.011 --> 29:24.888 she could've done it so many times already. 29:26.515 --> 29:28.392 Speak for yourself, Harold. 29:28.434 --> 29:30.269 But fine. Whatever. Take it. 29:31.437 --> 29:33.397 Can I have a second one, please? 29:33.439 --> 29:35.857 Two guns at once? That's kinda lame. 29:37.317 --> 29:39.152 You all set? Let's head up. 29:39.194 --> 29:41.196 Too late. 29:41.238 --> 29:42.906 Where's she going? 29:42.948 --> 29:45.701 [tires screeching] 29:48.621 --> 29:50.539 [music continues] 29:52.416 --> 29:54.334 [gunshots] 29:55.085 --> 29:56.295 [screaming] 29:56.336 --> 29:58.880 [gunshots] 30:02.926 --> 30:04.844 [all groaning] 30:05.929 --> 30:07.514 Okay, that was kinda hot. 30:07.556 --> 30:09.600 I'll watch the front. You should head up. 30:09.642 --> 30:10.643 We're running out of time. 30:13.103 --> 30:15.021 [music continues] 30:33.165 --> 30:34.333 Time's up. 30:36.042 --> 30:37.670 [door opening] 30:37.711 --> 30:39.546 Mr. Reese. 30:40.964 --> 30:42.508 You know what Joss sacrificed 30:42.549 --> 30:44.884 to bring this man down on her terms. 30:45.552 --> 30:46.762 Legal terms. 30:49.264 --> 30:52.225 - Everything. - Yes. 30:52.267 --> 30:53.851 'So if you're going to kill Mr. Quinn' 30:53.893 --> 30:56.522 don't imagine that you're doing it in her name. 30:56.563 --> 30:58.315 That's not what she would have wanted. 30:59.941 --> 31:02.361 We should have killed him in the first place. 31:02.402 --> 31:03.903 Why didn't we, Finch? 31:11.911 --> 31:14.581 That's not our purpose. 31:14.623 --> 31:17.042 We save lives. You save lives. 31:19.795 --> 31:21.547 Not all of them. 31:21.588 --> 31:23.340 You're dying, John. 31:27.553 --> 31:31.097 - Let us help you. - No. 31:31.807 --> 31:34.100 [clicking] 31:38.564 --> 31:39.565 Let's get him outta here. 31:42.401 --> 31:43.652 I'll stay and make sure the feds take this 31:43.694 --> 31:45.278 piece of garbage back into custody. 31:53.495 --> 31:55.205 (Shaw) 'We should be going after Simmons.' 31:55.247 --> 31:56.582 Reese's got his location. 31:56.623 --> 31:59.793 Sometimes you have to make choices, Ms. Shaw. 31:59.835 --> 32:02.421 We've already lost a friend. 32:02.462 --> 32:04.964 I don't intend to lose another. Not tonight. 32:05.006 --> 32:07.676 I can't believe we're gonna let him get away. 32:07.718 --> 32:09.636 The machine never said Reese was the only one 32:09.678 --> 32:11.054 planning to kill Simmons. 32:16.059 --> 32:17.561 [groaning] 32:19.897 --> 32:21.565 Come on, let's get you outta here. 32:25.903 --> 32:28.447 [dramatic music] 32:41.585 --> 32:44.630 We've been talking for nearly 20 minutes, Lionel, but.. 32:44.671 --> 32:48.049 ...you've said almost nothing. 32:48.091 --> 32:50.093 And I thought we were really starting to hit it off. 32:50.135 --> 32:52.679 Look, this is a safe place. 32:52.721 --> 32:54.431 I may get paid by the city 32:54.473 --> 32:57.935 but I serve the police officers who come into my office. 32:57.976 --> 32:59.311 Oh, yeah? In that case.. 32:59.352 --> 33:01.814 ..I'll take a bourbon on rocks. 33:01.855 --> 33:05.275 (male psychiatrist) 'Alcohol abuse is common among officers' 33:05.317 --> 33:07.193 'after a shooting.' 33:07.235 --> 33:09.362 'So is sarcasm.' 33:09.404 --> 33:12.031 'How have you been sleeping since the incident?' 33:12.073 --> 33:14.451 Just fine. 33:14.493 --> 33:18.705 (male psychiatrist) 'You were forced to take someone's life.' 33:18.747 --> 33:20.998 'That's a hard pill to swallow.' 33:21.040 --> 33:23.877 'Even when the shooting was justified.' 33:23.919 --> 33:26.713 Fine. 33:26.755 --> 33:30.717 - I encountered the suspect-- - 'Better if you use his name.' 33:33.679 --> 33:36.014 Okay. I encountered Jules. 33:37.766 --> 33:39.893 It was dark, he saw me.. 33:39.935 --> 33:41.687 Went for his piece, I got to mine first. 33:41.728 --> 33:43.730 The end. 33:43.772 --> 33:45.064 (male psychiatrist) 'Well, that must have been terrifying.' 33:45.106 --> 33:47.400 'You could have been killed.' 33:47.442 --> 33:48.568 Part of the job. 33:50.904 --> 33:53.824 (male psychiatrist) 'Yeah, well, part of my job Lionel' 33:53.866 --> 33:56.994 'is dealing with cops' 33:57.034 --> 33:59.538 'who act tough and end up eating a bullet' 33:59.579 --> 34:00.998 'because of a cascade' 34:01.039 --> 34:02.958 'of untreated post-traumatic symptoms.' 34:04.417 --> 34:06.336 Now, you can hide your real feelings 34:06.378 --> 34:08.296 from everyone else 34:08.338 --> 34:10.924 but with me, you need to get real. 34:13.635 --> 34:15.387 Alright. 34:15.428 --> 34:18.682 This is a safe place, right? 34:18.724 --> 34:21.393 Doctor-patient, confidential, all that, right? 34:21.434 --> 34:25.146 (male psychiatrist) 'Yes, everything you say here is completely protected.' 34:25.188 --> 34:27.357 'Use this time to unburden yourself.' 34:32.738 --> 34:35.323 Wasn't a good shooting. 34:35.365 --> 34:37.074 (male psychiatrist) 'Well, I'm sure you may feel that way, but--' 34:37.116 --> 34:40.495 Ain't got anything to do with feelings. 34:40.537 --> 34:44.416 You see, Jules shot an off-duty rookie last year. 34:44.457 --> 34:47.293 24 years old. 34:47.335 --> 34:48.587 Kid had a baby on the way. 34:50.338 --> 34:52.465 But good drug dealers can afford good lawyers. 34:52.507 --> 34:54.760 So Jules walked. 34:54.801 --> 34:57.512 I had been tracking him for weeks. 34:57.554 --> 35:00.849 Just waiting to get the guy alone. 35:00.891 --> 35:03.268 And there he was. 35:03.309 --> 35:05.604 Walking out of a bodega 35:05.645 --> 35:07.564 with not a care in the world. 35:08.732 --> 35:10.358 No protection either. 35:11.944 --> 35:13.820 He saw me. 35:13.862 --> 35:15.697 He knew why I was there. 35:15.739 --> 35:17.657 I could see it in his eyes. 35:19.367 --> 35:20.744 So I smiled at him. 35:22.079 --> 35:23.371 [chuckles] 35:23.413 --> 35:25.164 Just before I put two in his chest. 35:29.002 --> 35:32.839 - 'You killed a man.' - No. 35:32.881 --> 35:34.215 He got the devil's share. 35:34.257 --> 35:36.635 (male psychiatrist) 'The...what?' 35:36.676 --> 35:39.763 That's what you call when a guy like Jules gets his. 35:39.805 --> 35:43.516 It's the way the world evens things out. 35:43.558 --> 35:45.060 Guy got what he deserved.. 35:45.102 --> 35:47.771 And you wanna know how I've been sleeping? 35:47.813 --> 35:49.022 Like a baby. 35:50.690 --> 35:52.317 But thanks for letting me unburden myself. 36:01.868 --> 36:03.787 [dramatic music] 36:13.546 --> 36:14.506 [chuckles] 36:17.509 --> 36:19.552 [airplane engine droning] 36:21.429 --> 36:24.516 Missed your flight? 36:27.268 --> 36:28.770 I told the pilot you weren't gonna make it. 36:31.606 --> 36:33.108 So what's the plan, Fusco? 36:34.860 --> 36:36.361 Gonna shoot an unarmed man? 36:37.654 --> 36:39.238 [laughs] 36:39.280 --> 36:41.240 Nah. 36:41.282 --> 36:43.576 I got a better idea. 36:43.618 --> 36:45.411 Been waiting to do this for a long time. 36:49.749 --> 36:51.334 [grunting] 36:52.585 --> 36:55.547 [instrumental music] 36:55.588 --> 36:56.840 [panting] 37:00.510 --> 37:01.469 [grunting] 37:02.929 --> 37:04.556 - Carter got you good, huh? - Argh! 37:10.603 --> 37:12.271 [panting] 37:12.313 --> 37:14.273 [music continues] 37:14.315 --> 37:15.859 [grunting] 37:22.365 --> 37:24.241 [music continues] 37:25.827 --> 37:26.912 [grunting] 37:35.712 --> 37:36.922 [cracking] Argh! 37:38.631 --> 37:40.258 [grunting] 37:41.760 --> 37:43.803 [music continues] 37:46.598 --> 37:49.226 I get it, Fusco. 37:49.267 --> 37:51.103 I always knew you were a killer. 37:53.312 --> 37:55.148 Get it over with, will ya? 37:57.109 --> 37:58.860 That's just it. 37:59.611 --> 38:00.779 [panting] 38:00.820 --> 38:03.240 I could've been just like you 38:03.281 --> 38:05.450 a bottom-feeder who turns on his own kind. 38:05.491 --> 38:06.576 [music continues] 38:06.618 --> 38:07.702 For what? 38:07.744 --> 38:09.454 'Money, power?' 38:10.830 --> 38:12.165 I got lucky. 38:14.084 --> 38:15.961 [panting] 38:16.002 --> 38:17.420 I had a partner. 38:18.838 --> 38:21.133 She was good for me. 38:21.174 --> 38:23.927 For a lot of reasons. 38:23.969 --> 38:26.471 She reminded me that I could be good again too. 38:28.514 --> 38:31.977 I could be a good f-father, good friend. 38:32.018 --> 38:34.395 Good cop. 38:34.437 --> 38:37.398 [music continues] 38:37.440 --> 38:39.651 I'm not gonna let you undo all the good she did. 38:41.236 --> 38:42.779 Carter saved my life. 38:47.284 --> 38:49.911 She, she saved me from myself. 38:53.248 --> 38:55.667 Because she believed in me. 38:55.708 --> 38:58.295 [music continues] 38:58.336 --> 38:59.420 I'm not gonna throw it away 38:59.462 --> 39:00.880 on a piece of crap like you. 39:05.927 --> 39:08.180 Patrick Simmons, you're under arrest. 39:09.597 --> 39:11.183 You have the right to remain silent. 39:11.224 --> 39:12.267 Anything you say.. 39:15.187 --> 39:16.896 [D.L.I.D singing "Color In Your Hands "] 39:23.736 --> 39:29.034 ♪ There's a color in your hands ♪ 39:29.075 --> 39:34.372 ♪ Never return never get back no ♪ 39:34.413 --> 39:37.458 ♪ There's a moment in your hands.. ♪ 39:37.500 --> 39:40.795 Doctor said he's gonna pull through. 39:40.837 --> 39:42.339 Lost a lot of blood. 39:44.216 --> 39:46.301 I'm gonna go steal some more from Manhattan General. 39:48.553 --> 39:50.347 Where's Root? 39:50.388 --> 39:53.933 ♪ There's a color in your hands ♪ 39:53.975 --> 39:56.519 [music continues] 40:01.107 --> 40:04.236 ♪ Never erase never rub out no.. ♪ 40:07.822 --> 40:09.741 [music continues] 40:13.870 --> 40:15.747 Think he's finally warming up to me. 40:17.165 --> 40:20.252 You were free. 40:20.293 --> 40:21.294 Why did you come back? 40:22.379 --> 40:24.130 Like I said.. 40:24.172 --> 40:26.049 ...we have a larger fight ahead of us. 40:28.260 --> 40:30.511 I think we should be together when that begins. 40:31.512 --> 40:32.555 Don't you? 40:39.729 --> 40:41.273 Thank you. 40:44.109 --> 40:47.112 ♪ There's a moment in your hands ♪ 40:54.452 --> 40:57.372 ♪ Never give up never get slack no ♪♪ 41:20.061 --> 41:22.188 It's just me, officer. 41:26.276 --> 41:27.568 Elias. 41:29.070 --> 41:30.113 What do you want? 41:30.155 --> 41:32.157 'Quinn and I are busted.' 41:33.199 --> 41:36.035 HR is dead. 41:36.077 --> 41:38.037 Nothing else to do but rub my face in it. 41:39.122 --> 41:42.000 That's not really my style. 41:42.041 --> 41:44.836 Then why the hell are you here? 41:44.877 --> 41:47.046 Well, there remains a debt. 41:49.007 --> 41:50.883 Civilization rests on the principle 41:50.925 --> 41:52.385 that we treat our criminals 41:52.427 --> 41:54.762 better than they treated their victims. 41:54.804 --> 41:56.597 That we not stoop to their level. 41:58.557 --> 41:59.934 Uh, you and I are outliers. 41:59.976 --> 42:02.020 We're not really a part of civilization. 42:02.061 --> 42:04.897 We're something.. 42:04.939 --> 42:05.898 ...older. 42:07.733 --> 42:09.735 Which means, of course that we can do the things 42:09.777 --> 42:12.947 that civilized people can't. 42:12.989 --> 42:15.783 I offered to kill you for Detective Carter many times 42:15.825 --> 42:18.036 and she always said no. 42:18.077 --> 42:19.996 She was civilized to the very end. 42:22.123 --> 42:23.749 I don't think she liked me. 42:23.791 --> 42:25.751 But I liked her very much. 42:25.793 --> 42:27.003 You killed her. 42:29.172 --> 42:31.132 So now I consider it my responsibility 42:31.174 --> 42:33.926 to fix the particular problem that is you, Officer Simmons. 42:36.262 --> 42:39.349 You really think you're gonna be the one to kill me? 42:39.391 --> 42:42.394 No. No, my friend is going to kill you. 42:45.313 --> 42:46.605 I'm just gonna watch. 42:54.322 --> 42:55.323 [grunting] 42:57.367 --> 42:58.535 [beeping] 43:09.337 --> 43:11.630 [theme music] 43:22.725 --> 43:25.644 [music continues] ch.