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[tense music playing]

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[tense music continues]

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[keys jangling]

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[door creaking eerily]

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[outgoing call tone]

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-Mum.
-[Ingrid] Hi, darling.

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Do you know where Dad is tonight?

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[door closes]

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[Anna breathing shakily]

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[dark suspenseful music playing]

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[Anna breathes heavily]

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[William inhales]

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[Ingrid] Are you okay?

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[tense music playing]

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-[Ingrid] Jay, darling?
-[breathing shakily]

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[Ingrid] What's wrong?

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Jay?

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-[dark suspenseful music playing]
-[Anna breathing shakily]

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[William inhales deeply]

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[Anna gasping pleasurably]

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[suspenseful music intensifies]

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[both grunting]

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[Anna breathing heavily, grunting]

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[both breathing heavily]

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[Anna moaning softly]

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[Anna and William grunting]

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[Anna moaning rhythmically]

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[both breathing heavily]

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[Anna grunts]

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Jay.

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[whispers] Jay.

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-[yells] Jay!
-[Anna screams]

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-[Anna gasping]
-[William yells]

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[horrified gasping]

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[William grunting]

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[William] Oh no. Jay!

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[William grunts, mutters]

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[breathing shakily]

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[whimpering]

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[somber music playing]

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[sobbing softly]

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[woman] I'm going to get someone.

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[indistinct muttering]

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[indistinct muttering continues]

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[woman sobbing]

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[door opens]

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[door closes]

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[William sobs gently]

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-[distant siren approaching]
-[somber music continues]

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-And that's your son's fiancée?
-[indistinct message over radio]

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[indistinct chattering]

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[indistinct chattering]

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-[Ingrid wailing]
-Please, Mum.

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[Ingrid sobbing uncontrollably]

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[door opens]

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-[Sally] No. Come on, stop. Stop.
-[Ingrid sobbing]

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-[thudding]
-[Sally] Stop!

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-Please, Mum. Stop! Stop!
-[thudding]

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[Sally] Stop! Oh my God!

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[Ingrid gasping]

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Dad.

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[Sally] Is it true?

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What have you done to us?

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-What the fuck have you done?
-[Ingrid] Sally, stop.

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Stop.

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Leave us.

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[quietly] Ingrid.

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[door opens quietly]

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[door slams]

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He called me.

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He called me, just before.

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He must have known
what he was about to find.

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I am so sorry.

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No, you're fucking not.

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What did you think it was?

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Some kind of love?

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[William exhales shakily]

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[voice cracking] It's our son!

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Look what you took from him.

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[sobs] And from me!

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[yells] You have taken him from me!

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[Ingrid gasps, sobs]

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[grunting]

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-Ingrid! No, no, no, no! Stop!
-[grunting loudly]

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Please, stop. Stop.

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[shouting] You have taken my son!

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[grief-stricken sobbing]

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[Ingrid gasps]

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[sobbing]

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[solemn piano and string music playing]

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[solemn music continues]

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When you knew you were lost to her…

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you should have killed yourself.

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I could have buried you and lived.

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[solemn music continues]

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Your son spent his life
trying to… to emulate you, when…

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when his greatest quality was
being absolutely nothing like you at all.

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But you will sit with us today.

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[solemn music continues]

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[solemn music continues]

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[woman] Thank you, everyone. A few words.

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Death is nothing at all

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It does not count

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I have only slipped away
Into the next room

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Nothing has happened

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Everything remains exactly as it was

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I am I, and you are you

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And the old life that we lived
So fondly together is untouched, unchanged

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Whatever we were to each other
That we are still

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-[William sighs]
-[solemn music fades out]

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[background chatter]

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I'm so very sorry.

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I've been where you are right now.

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[inhales shakily]

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When Aston took his life.

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No.

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It was an accident.

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My son didn't kill himself.

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[Elizabeth] Oh.

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Well, that's something, I suppose.

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To know that your child wanted to die,

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that's what's hardest.

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I've never gotten over it.

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You were with him, weren't you?

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You saw him?

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Where's Anna?

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I don't know.

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Surely

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she left a note or

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something?

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[Elizabeth] Course she didn't.

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This is what she does, I'm afraid.

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[William] What?

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Run away.

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[pensive music playing]

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[footsteps approaching]

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You're waiting for her, aren't you?

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[disquieting music playing]

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I can see how completely irrelevant
I've become to you.

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And I shall take
considerable strength from that.

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[dramatic music sting]

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[Ingrid] This is the last time
we'll ever see each other.

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[solemn string music playing]

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[William] I understand.

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Just go, will you!

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[somber piano run]

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[solemn piano and string music continues]

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[sighs heavily]

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Anna.

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Just let me know that you're okay.
That's all I'm asking.

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[exhales sharply]

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[shakily] I need you.

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Where have you gone?

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[solemn music fades out]

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-[tense music playing]
-[William sighs]

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[honking horn]

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[yells] Anna!

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[tense music continues]

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I've got an appointment with Peggy Graham.

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-[man] She's on five.
-Thanks.

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-[man] I need to call--
-[William] I'll find it.

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[woman speaking indistinctly]

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-[William] Peggy. Where is she?
-You can't just walk in.

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-Where's Anna?
-What are you doing here? Have you lost--

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Just tell me!

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[sighs deeply]

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Please.

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[leaves rustling]

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[liquid sloshing]

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[inhales sharply]

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Are you sure
you should be going in to work so soon?

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They'd understand
if you wanted a bit more time.

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More time won't change a thing.

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I need to go in.

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Anna.

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Are you okay?

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[softly] Yeah.

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You know you can stay here
as long as you like.

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I like having you around. [chuckles]

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Thank you.

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Just promise me that was the last time.

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What do you mean?

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You could have had
such a beautiful life with Jay.

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[inhales deeply, sighs]

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What do you mean by "the last time?"

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[tense music playing]

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These poor boys that

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fall for you so intensely.

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He didn't stand a chance, did he?

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Neither did your brother.

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Aston loved you so much.

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[breathes shakily]

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[softly] You knew?

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Of course I did.

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You were inseparable.

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You knew, and… and you didn't do a thing.

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[Elizabeth] What could I do?

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You seemed happy to me.

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And he was enthralled by you.
[chuckles sadly]

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I was a child.

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I don't think anyone
would have known how to handle it.

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You…

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you should have stopped him.

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All those nights he came to my room,
you… you should have stopped him!

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Well, I… I wish
we could have stopped him, but…

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but he was so scared
and… and… and confused--

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So was I!

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[Elizabeth] No!

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[Elizabeth gasping]

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[breathing heavily]

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Where are you going?

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-[door opens]
-Oh no. Don't leave me.

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-I need you.
-[door slams]

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[whimpering]

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Don't go.

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[sobbing]

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[water gurgling]

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[measured breathing]

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[sighs]

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[indistinct chattering]

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I'm Anna.

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David.

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Nice to meet you.

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So, uh…

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are you having a good holiday?

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-[woman] There you are.
-Oh. Hi, darling.

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Um… [clears throat]

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-This is Anna. We met at the pool.
-Lynnette.

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What's your room like?

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We're overlooking the car park.

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I'm considering complaining. [chuckles]

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It's lovely.

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It's the honeymoon suite.

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Where is the lucky bugger, then?

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[Anna] He's not here.

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Ooh!

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Leaving you alone on your honeymoon?

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[scoffs] What's wrong with him?

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He's dead.

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[David] What happened?

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I had an affair with his father.
My fiancé discovered us and he fell.

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He fell because of me.

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[house music playing]

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[house music continues]

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[people whooping excitedly]

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[laughter]

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[excited squealing]

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-[house music continues]
-[whistling]

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[whooping in background]

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[house music continues in distance]

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[Anna gasps]

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[Anna grunts] Ow.

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Wait.

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Just…

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[Anna breathes heavily]

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Slow down.

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Stop. Stop! Stop!

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[man] What?

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-[Anna] Sorry.
-Where the fuck are you going?

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-[Anna] Just back off!
-[man] Hey, I'm talking to you.

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-[Anna grunts]
-[man groans]

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[man speaking French]

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[cicadas buzzing]

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[solemn music playing]

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You don't make it easy, do you?

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I had to come.

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I know.

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[solemn music continues]

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[Anna breathing shakily]

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[shuddering sigh]

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[solemn music fades out]

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[server and William speaking French]

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"Make up your mind and do it."

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That's what my father
always used to say to me.

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"You wanna be a surgeon?"

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"Good."

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"Stick with it."

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"You wanna marry Ingrid?"

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"Great."

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"She's a fine choice."

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And then you met me.

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[William] Yeah.

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I let uncertainty in.

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And look what happened.

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I don't think…

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we can ever separate
who we are from what we've done.

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But

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we can't let it all be for nothing either.

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-Jay died because of us.
-[solemn music playing]

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Still, I wouldn't change it.

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You don't regret it?

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[William] How can I?

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We caused so much pain.

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But it's done now.

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I am so sorry

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for what happened.

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But I wish we'd never met.

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[solemn music intensifies]

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[Anna] Don't try and find me again.

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[music swells]

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[man] Congratulations on the wedding.

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[breathing shakily]

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Uh, are you back in London?

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Okay.

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Um…

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I need you.

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Can you meet me at the flat?

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Thank you.

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[disquieting music playing]

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[door unlocks]

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[suspenseful music playing]

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[dramatic music playing]

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[soft thudding]

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[music stops]

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William, right?

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[William] Yeah.

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That staircase is gorgeous, isn't it?

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It really is a rare opportunity
to buy one of these flats.

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This one has only just come on the market.
It's a one-bed, one-bath,

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but with such a big living area,
it feels bigger, doesn't it?

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[door opens]

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[door closes]

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[Anna breathing shakily]
I can't do this anymore.

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[sniffles] I can't go back to Mum's.

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You don't have to.

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You've got to stop punishing yourself.

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Come on.

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[keys jangling]

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[tense music playing]

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[realtor] I'll take you to the bedroom.

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[disquieting music continues]

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[Anna] I am writing this

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as you make your way
through the night towards me.

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I will wait patiently,

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thinking of the years to come.

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-You all right?
-[Anna] Very soon, I will be married.

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And a new order
will shape the rest of our lives.

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Everything will be different.

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Everything will be the same.

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For so long,

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I have attracted
certain forces that shaped my life.

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And I let them do their work.

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Sometimes they tear through me
like a hurricane.

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And sometimes they simply
shift the ground underneath me,

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so that I stand on different earth,

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and something, or someone,
has been swallowed up.

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And yet I always survive.

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So whatever happens between us,
I know that you, too, will survive.

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For that is what we have learned to do.

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And you will have me.

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Endlessly.

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Everything, always.

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[tense music playing]

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[Anna] It's been a really tough year.

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Actually, it's been longer than that.

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Should I just start at the beginning?

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[man chuckles]
That's as good a place as any.

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Right.

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I've never done this,
so I don't really know the rules.

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[man] Would it help to have some rules?

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Sorry?

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Is that something you feel you need?

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-[chuckles softly]
-[tense music playing]

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How strange.

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[chuckles softly]

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[indie music playing]

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♪ How can anybody have you? ♪

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♪ How can anybody have you and lose you? ♪

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♪ How can anybody have you and lose you? ♪

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♪ And not lose their minds too? ♪

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♪ How can anybody have you? ♪

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♪ How can anybody have you and lose you? ♪

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♪ How can anybody have you and lose you? ♪

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♪ And not lose their minds too? ♪

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♪ The last days of the sunset superstars ♪

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♪ Girls in cages playing their guitars ♪

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♪ But how can I leave? ♪

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♪ I just follow the hood of my car ♪